Come on Chemo!!!

Wednesday 14th May

I have noticed that there have been quite I few views of my blog lately. You are probably wondering what is going on.  The fertility situation has put a halt on Chemo which is now booked for the 26th (but again this could change)

I wont go into too much detail about fertility but I have been given the biggest bag of drugs you have ever seen in your life, of which I have to inject myself with every day.  All being well this will all be sorted by the end of next week and I can start Chemo on the 26th. If fertility is not sorted by then I may well sack it off and start Chemo on the 26th anyway. I cant wait any longer, I just want to get it over with.

The past couple of weeks have been filled with hospital appointments, Seroma draining, boob inflating, heart scans, liver scans, fertility. My head is mashed. The Countess has become my second home. Don't get me wrong there have been nice days too, walks, dinner out and so on.

I cannot believe that I have been through so much already and this is only the beginning. Fingers crossed that treatment will be over by November ish and I can begin my recovery and get on with my life. How life will pan out after that? Who knows.

Many of you have said that you have been worried about getting in touch, you don't know what to say. Don't worry, say anything, say "I don't know what to say" that's fine.  Its only me, just me with cancer. I'm still the same person, just a bit dazed that's all. I'm doing very well, honest.

Roll on the 26th.........